Alive again

I feel restless. Brainpickings says, it is best to elegantly break up. The ranting around me is now beginning to claw my insides and irk me. A constant drone hovering near my ear. Like I am a dead woman and a bee is buzzing nearby. I want to spread my legs near a rippling river and nature to fuck me hard. As the freshness enters my veins, I would be alive again.     

Sanghamitra

As the sweat trickled down your arm, it touched the Sanghamitra tattoo. I’m sorry aunty, I’d tell her if she was here, if at all I was important enough to have hurt you. To have sent those words of fury to your father. You were right, you never smell. Your being was like baby’s breath to me. It was only after you left that I got the horrible stench. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for true love, love. I’m sorry for that burden. I wasn’t thinking.     

I bite

I want to be talked about. But nobody should see me. I want to be a head turner. But, sometimes I'd rather dissapear. Be invisible, rise through my words. Conquer, vanquish and nullify. I'm what I am. And what others say I am. I am bold, big and beautiful. I am jealous, ruthless and egotistical. I value my freedom and only my freedom. Everything else, I only act to care about. I am free. A free bird.

And...

I bite!